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6 TH JULY, 2000(7:30PM)



As we were praying, I saw the vision of a Chalice with a Crown of Thorns, around it and a tongue of fire on its mouth.

Divine rays radiated from the mouth of the Chalice and brightened up the whole place. Within a short time, cloud

came down and covered the whole place. In the cloud, appeared the Sacred Head crowned with thorns, Who calmly


“Children, the greatest preparation I am giving to you is the Living Sanctuary I am making your souls. This is My

greatest Seal. But even now, none of you understands that your soul is a little Heaven. The greatest offer you will

give Me is your soul; Make it a Living Tabernacle for Me. I am willing to come and live there. I will make it My

everlasting residence. Children, this is the everlasting Tabernacle, your very soul, which I am purifying with My

sanctifying grace. Give it to Me and for Me alone. This earthly tabernacle will close forever on the last day; but My

Living Tabernacle in your very souls will remain forever, I say, for those who love Me.

Children, welcome your lonely Master, your Saviour and your Lover. I am all alone. I am all abandoned with a Crown

of Thorns. Iniquity has filled My Holy Sanctuary of your souls. Children, that Temple will suffer greatly, the Temple,

from which the Glory of its God will depart. The enemy will march over it and destroy the Temple. Be certain that you

are not the Temple. On the day when the enemy of My Holy Death will rise to fight the Holy Temple, all the deserted

Sanctuaries will be destroyed. I mean your very sanctuary. Your soul, the Ark of the Covenant will be carried to the

land of the foreigners.

The house of Israel will go on an exile. Children, I know that you will little understand how this will be. What I mean is

the capturing of your souls by the power of darkness. The exile of the house of Israel, which means your exile in the

land of the wicked spirit, will manifest in this physical world. I say to you children, that it shall happen to all the

deserted Tabernacles of My Church as it will happen to all the deserted Tabernacles of your very souls. Know you,

children, that the greatest agony you will suffer during the hour of the great Tribulation is the departure of the Glory

of your God from His Tabernacle of your very souls, I mean the sinful souls. Pray, and observe the Seal Hour I gave

you. Confess your sins to a Priest with a sincere heart, and repent. This is a true renewal of the seal. I will visit your

souls with My Sanctifying Grace during the Hour of Seal. I will let My Divine Light chase away the darkness of your

very souls. I will purify them. I will live there in fullness. When the enemy of My Holy Death comes, I will protect you.

They will not destroy My Temple because the Glory of your God am living there in My fullness. Barnabas, write out the

inspirations I gave you in the desert. I will make the full meaning of the Living Sanctuary of your souls clear to the

world. Do this quickly because I have many things to teach My people for preparation.

Children, you will offer your prayers tomorrow for your own exile during the hour of the coming Tribulation. Ask much

for the grace of faith and endurance. When the hour comes, you will see the Evil Man forcing all men to receive his

evil seal. At that time, you will remember My begging voice that appealed to you to receive the Heavenly Seal, but the

hour of Heavenly Seal will have passed. The hour is the hour of darkness, when the power of darkness rules. All who

received the evil seal – 666 – the code mark of the Beast will perish. They have no share in the Land of Happiness,

but to all who hold firm their faith till the end, I will give the Morning Star; they will live in the Land of Happiness.

Though they will suffer great persecution and even die as martyrs, I will console them. I will raise them again to live

forever. They will reign with Me in My Kingdom forever. Children, hear now and run for your lives. I am the lonely

Agonizing Jesus Christ, whom you all deserted.

Children, I called you again for reparation to prepare you all again for a great work. I have another greater project to

appeal to you. I will share My work among you, whom I called and they followed Me. I will empower you through your

total dedication to Me. I will give you My peace. Children, how I wish that all My chosen Apostles in all the Dioceses of

this country hear the call and answer. Remember that I say, My Apostles, not Disciples. I need your full participation.

The days are for My Apostles. The parishioners will do their Gethsemane hour in their various homes. I have a great

Programme for My Apostles only on that day. Remember to expose the Blessed Sacrament throughout the days as

before. You will light the altar with twelve tongues of flame. I will remain with you. Children maintain silence in and

around the arena. This will please Heaven very much.

I am the Agonizing Jesus Christ Who called you. I bless you all.

Immediately, the vision passed.



7 TH JULY, 2000(7:30PM)



During our novena prayer, Our Lord appeared to me in a vision with His Holy Agonizing Face and calmly said:

“Children, I call you to clothe My nakedness. You are My chosen; I am not making this appeal to the world but to you,

whom I love. I say, clothe My nakedness. Clothe My nakedness, which My youth publicly expose. The enemy has

succeeded in his plan against holiness. The enemy swore that he would not live to see a virgin in the world. He makes

plan to seduce your hearts. Children, the enemy is succeeding in his plan. Many people, many people are now moving

about naked in the streets and towns of the countries of the world.

Children, this is the fashion of Hell, which has been introduced in the world to ruin the world. In Hell, you will find the

mother of all the prostitutes dressing naked. This is the culture of Hell. Many people, that is to say, a large number of

My lovers has followed the mother of all the prostitutes to expose Me naked. My chosen, I appeal to you to clothe My

nakedness through your way of life. Let your modesty clothe My nakedness. Listen, My children, all who join the

wicked woman of great Babylon will suffer much when the blazing fire begins to destroy her.

Children, have you the Visa to Heaven? Imitate the Heavenly Beings, since you are Heavenly Candidates. See, the

children of Hell take the visa to Hell and imitate the demon of Hell. You see them and follow them. Children, see how

you have abandoned gold and bought charcoal. What profit do you make by helping the mother of prostitutes in her

plan against holiness. Know you, children, that they will not escape the Heavenly wrath, all who cause one of these

little ones to sin. I say, all who follow the woman of Babylon in her evil fashion will not escape, unless they turn back

to Me now and make atonement for their sins.

I am calling you all, My chosen, to clothe My nakedness. Clothe My nakedness which the young ladies publicly expose

daily. Clothe My nakedness, which the gentlemen of this generation publicly expose. I am feeling greatly ashamed.

Children, come and clothe my nakedness. The mother of the prostitutes and her agents are making fun of Me. They

mock Me and say, Who then will clothe your nakedness”? I looked and saw that you were following the evil woman.

Children, turn and look at yourselves. Whom then are you imitating? Hell or Heaven? Why are you exposing Me

naked? Why are you deceiving My children? See, a large number of My children that have fallen into the sin of the

flesh through your fashion. What will you do to bring the souls back to Me? I am the Agonizing Jesus Christ, Whom

you took off His clothes and crucified. I am begging you to clothe My nakedness through your way of life. Let your

dressing clothe My nakedness and console Me. Children, gain many souls for Me through your own way of life. I will

reward you much.

Children, you will offer your prayers tomorrow for the souls of the innocent children in the cloud. Their cries are

hastening My Reign of Glory. Help and train up more virgins in the world. I am appealing to all My lovers. I am the

Agonizing Jesus Christ, Who called you.

Children, hear the voice of your Commander. I am your Supreme Commander. Obey the command at any time. At the

command of shoot, shoot at once. At the command of hold on or take cover’. Obey at once. If you hear Me say,

‘move’, move at once. ‘Stop!’, Obey the last order. The battle has reached its climax. The enemy has many ways to

attack you. Hear My last order. I am with you. I am leading you to the warfront as your Supreme Commander. I will

give you victory.

Children, I have forgiven your past lateness. Be certain not to fall into the plan of the wicked spirit. Pray and

overcome him.

Children, the cross will be ready before the Reparation days come. The complete messages, that are well edited,

starting from 1 st Jan. 1997 to 31 st July 2000 will be well compiled before the days come.

All these will be ready, so that you will not regret when the hour comes. Children, you have only little time left before

the wicked man appears. Do all these things quickly. Any precious time that passes will be regretted. I am the

Agonizing Jesus Christ, whom you took off His clothes and crucified.

I love you all. I bless you all.”

Immediately, the vision passed.



8 TH JULY, 2000(7:30PM)



In our novena prayer, I saw the vision of the resurrected Jesus Christ coming down from the cloud with large number

of Angels, too many to be counted. They sang as they came down. Cloud came down and covered the whole vision.

Instantly the vision passed. Then, in the cloud appeared the Holy Agonizing Face of Jesus Christ, Who gently said:

“My children, on the day when My glory will be revealed, you will see your Agonizing Master coming down from the

cloud. I say, all eyes will see Me, even those who pierced My hands and feet. They will see the One, Whom they

publicly exposed naked to the world coming amidst the cloud with all the Angels in glory. They will feel ashamed of

themselves and regret forever. This will be their time to go and live with their mother, the woman of great Babylon, in

the deepest pit of the abyss. Children, they will see their queen in her nakedness, and enjoy iniquity with her in the

sulphuric fire of the abyss”.

Children, the wicked will see the Head they lacerated with thorns being crowned with a Golden Crown. They will not

even look at its brightness. The dazzling light of its glory will blind their eyes. I say, they will be ashamed of

themselves and regret forever. But to you who remain My consolers in the Gethsemane shall receive consolation. You

who sincerely helped Me carry My Cross, I will give My rest. My glorious peace will rest on you. I say, to you who wipe

My Bloody Face, I will wipe the tears of their eyes. I will let MY Glory shine on them.

There will be no more sorrow, no more pains, all these things will pass away. I will clothe you with the brightest

garment because you have clothed My nakedness. You will shine like the risen sun. I will also give you the morning

star. When wicked people in the torturing fire of hell see your brightness, they will remember how they mocked you in

the world because you are My followers. They will also remember how they rejected My anguished appeal in the

world, and their agony will increase.

All who offered Me a drink will drink the living water that will come out from the new Garden of Eden. They will drink

and satisfy their thirst because they satisfied My thirst when they were in the world. They will enjoy My loving feast

with My lovers in Paradise. Finally, they will rule with Me over the house of Israel, and reign with Me years to come. I

am the Agonizing Jesus Christ, Whom you are consoling.

Children, rejoice because I have given you the kingdom that cannot be shaken. You are My lovers, and I am with you

always. I am where you are now and soon you will be where I am forever. Children, I am with you always. Only the

one who removes himself from us will be lost. I say the one who abandons Us now will demarcate himself from Me

now and forever. We shall miss him here and miss him in Heaven. But you who remain united with Me, I am with you

always. Soon you will be with Me forever.” (Silence).

I said: Lord, we shall remain with You. See the cross, we are presenting to You. Help us to do Your Will. Our Lord said:

“Children, I love your effort. I am happy, you are consoling Me. Listen, this Crucifix is not My selected chosen one. But

you will not damage it. Keep it among the rest. Children, you are told to make a Living bleeding Agonizing Crucifix of

your Agonizing Master. Show My bleeding Wounds, My cloth stained with Blood, the Blood flowing out from the Sacred

Hands and bathing My Sacred Sides. The thorns that pierced My Sacred Head and the Blood that bathed My Holy

Face, the lacerated wounds of My knees, the Blood that is flowing out from the Wounds of the nails of My Sacred Feet

and bathing the wooden cross, the dazzling rays of My Sacred Heart and the drops of Blood and Water will be well

shown. Children, I am hanging alive. Show My stress. Make a portable cross so that you will send it without much

difficulty. I am with you to help you. I have given My Angel to guard the artist. Tell the artist to pay much attention to

this work. I will fill him with My Spirit.

Barnabas, I have told you that I will send St. Cecilia to teach you, Atonement Prayer with the Crown of Thorns. I will

do this because you have asked for it.

She will come any hour before or after your novena on that day to teach you the prayer. She will do this in one of the

quiet times. My Angel will inform you when the time comes. During your novena, she will come and teach you much.

Do her good by your quietness and be at alert.

Children, prepare for mortification when you are coming for the Reparation Programme. I will explain the programme

well in the next novena. I am calling My Apostles, not Disciples. Do Me good to obey this command, so that you will

have nothing to regret.

Rejoice because you have a Kingdom that cannot be shaken.

I love you all. I bless you all.”

Immediately, the vision passed.



9 TH JULY, 2000(7:30PM)



Today being the last day of the first nine-day novena in the month of July, I saw in a vision the Holy Agonizing Face of

Jesus Christ emanating from the Blessed Sacrament exposed on the altar. As I was watching, cloud came down and

covered the whole place. The Holy Face appeared boldly in the cloud and said:

“My children, I am being glorified in you. I am happy to see you responding to My anguished appeal. I see you

changing from natural man to carnal man and then to spiritual man. My painful cry touches your little soul. You

console Me. In you, I am being glorified.

I saw you when they laughed at you, made fun of you as they called you fanatics. I saw you bearing the shame with

joy. Indeed, you share in My shame. My sight of you consoled Me because I have found in you the little flower of love.

I am being glorified in you.

Children, I saw a large number of My people who were coming back to Me in truth and in spirit because of your

response to My appeal. Even those who mocked you are now coming back to Me to know the truth. I saw your

littleness; your simplicity and your humility, I was glorified. Rejoice because you are My bearers. I can find rest in

your little souls.

Children, do you know My greatest joy in you? When I looked back, I saw you with total denial of yourselves carrying

your cross after Me. I saw your trouble.

Even at the moment you fell, I saw you struggling under the weight of your cross. I am the One, Who came and

helped you to rise again. I am the One Who encouraged you. My joy multiplied when I saw you with your wounded

body still carrying your cross after Me. I was consoled; I am being glorified in you.

Children, remain united in Me so that My joy for you will be complete. It remains a little, then you will hear: “Come

and have your rest. Rejoice in My Kingdom forever.” You will see your Agonizing Master welcoming you into His

everlasting peaceful Home with His Angels. I will take away from you the heavy cross and reward you with a

Victorious Crown. When you look at the terrible way you have gone through, how you bore the shame and mockery of

the wicked, and your suffering in the dry and hot desert of this world, and how you won, your hearts will be full of joy.

Children, I am appealing to you to remain united in Me. Obey all My anguished appeals. Do not go and taste the world

again. Abide in Me always.

Children, may I find your names in the Book of Life. I have bought you with My Precious Blood. You are costly to Me.

O! What a big loss to miss My loving kiss from you in Heaven. O! What a painful loss. Children, may I find you. May I

see a cheerful heart of yours to embrace. May I see My loving ones.

Receive My blessing; I cover you all who devotedly did this novena with My Precious Blood to see that you are

protected against the wicked man. I clean your hearts and build up My Living Tabernacle there as a sign of My Great

Seal. You are My chosen ones. I bless your families; you shall experience My loving care during the Great Tribulation.

I will allow My Precious Blood to fall on the hearts of your dear ones who remain adamant to My Will. Their hearts of

stone will turn to hearts of flesh. They will come to know the truth. Even if they resist My call for holiness, I will arrest

them like Paul. I am giving you the grace of love. I am opening the gate of salvation for you all. May your eyes open

to see the joy of suffering. I pour on you the blessing of a Sanctifying Grace.

Children, I will not heal your bodily sickness. I am appealing to you to offer it to Me. Offer it to your Agonizing Master.

I will offer it with My agony to the Eternal Father in atonement for your sins and those of the whole world. Children, I

know that your nature will not accept this loving appeal. I will teach you the merit of suffering in the last novena for

Israel. I will let you know the multiple graces you are loosing by avoiding your crosses. Accept My appeal. I say to you

all; be healed in spirit.

Children, how I wish that all My Apostles in all the Dioceses of this country of yours hear My call of the Reparation and

come. I will be consoled. Children, I highly need your full participation in the Reparation. Every hour has it’s own

cross. I want you all to share fully in the mortification life. I will give you a detailed programme. Be sure that you

obey them all. I am calling you to mortify you and set you free for My work.

My Mother with the Saints and Angels will teach you much in the next novena. Welcome them. I am being glorified

through you.

I bless you; in the Name of the Father and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. I say, be healed in the Spirit. I love you

all. Remain in My peace.”

Immediately, the vision passed.



13 TH JULY, 2000(7:30PM)



Today, the first day of the three-day novena in honour of the Most Holy Trinity, I saw the vision of Our Lady holding a

Crown of Thorns with rose flowers that were fixed on it. As She was coming down, cloud came down and covered Her.

There, in cloud, I saw the Sanctuary of God. The Blessed Sacrament was exposed there. Our Lady who knelt in silence

before the Blessed Sacrament got up and calmly said:

“Children, I come to express to you the agony of my Son, and let your eyes turn to the weeping of the Beloved. Turn

and see the Holy Face of the Most Loving. He is looking for His friends. He is looking for them to come and console Him.

Children, are you not the cause of His weeping? Look at His Face dripping with sweat of sorrow for love of you. He is

alone. He is all abandoned. Come and hear His painful appeal. Come nearer to Him and console Him. Children, I

heard Him appealing to you to live for Him, with Him, through Him and in Him. Hear Him and console Him.

Offer Him your whole being as a Living Sacrifice. May your lives glorify Him. May you be His consolers. Live for Him alone.

Children, accept His appeals. Live so as to be the Veronicas of the last age, to wipe His Bloody Face. Remember His

appeals to you. He said:

“Keep the day of obligation holy. Love your neighbor and pray for your enemy, and obey all the rest of the

Commandments of your God.” He further said to you that many souls are going to hell because of the sins of the

flesh. He appealed to you to help and train more virgins in the world. He told you to live a modest life. Obey Him and

work hard. Stand for Him against all the errors that are fighting for the downfall of His Holy Church. Look at His

bloody Face and console Him. My daughter, Cecilia, will teach you much about the Heavenly Worship. Children, may it

come to reign in the Holy Church, the true worship as you can see modernism reigning and replacing holiness in the Church.

Children, Heaven is training His Apostles, you are the Apostles of the last age. You are called to renew and rectify

what the Evil One has done to the handwork of God. This is why the Saints in Heaven call you the Apostles of

Renewal. Children, you have seen that the enemy has succeeded in his plan. His agents have succeeded in winning

you and ruining the Holy Temple, in the same way, Heaven has chosen you to fight the Evil One and his agents.

Victory is promised to the very few that will fight to the end. They will defeat the Evil One and his agents and bring

back the True Worship.


Children, turn and look at the weeping Face of the Beloved and console Him. I am the Mother of the Agonizing Jesus

Christ. Listen to your Programme for the Reparation. You will have the Programme in this chapel. Your morning

Masses will be celebrated by 5.00 am every day. And the evening Masses will be celebrated by 9.00 pm every

evening. In atonement for the sacrileges committed against my Son and my Saviour in the Holy Eucharist, you shall

walk on your knees as you go for communion. I say to all who are able. St. Cecilia will treat the rest. You shall not eat

anything cooked with oil starting from the hour of the reparation on 11 th September to 13 th September 2000.

On the 14th of September, you are to eat and enjoy yourselves, as you like till 12 noon of that day. That day is the Great

Feast of the Triumph of the Holy Cross. At the hour of 12 noon, my Priest will bless the cross; you will hold the first

selected crucifix while the rest will be laid on the floor of the Holy Sanctuary. Then my Priest, with the Most Holy

Trinity will bless it. Then the Holy Worship to alert the Twelve Tribes of Israel will commence.

The Programme will be made known to you on the 15th of this month. You are to eat again that day from 6.20 pm to

6.40 pm. You are to do it quickly and come back for the Holy Worship. On the 15th of September, I will allow you to drink

water only, but remember that my Son suffered the whole day without any food or drink. On the 16th, you can eat

your normal food without oil in the morning. By 12 noon, you will close as you did in the first Reparation Programme.

When the hour passes, enjoy whatever you have communally and go for the work that my Son will send you. I am the

Mother of the Agonizing Jesus Christ, Who called you all.

Children, when you come, divide yourselves into twelve groups for the programme of the 14th of the month. You are to

choose a partner, not from the group you belong. You shall be in twos to discuss and share the Will of God together.

This shall be done every day of the Reparation from 5.30 pm to 6.00 pm. Group sharing will be from 9 am to 11 am

every day of the programme. The rest of the hour will be occupied with your prayers and private meditation.

Never forget to discuss all the messages you will have during the hour immediately you get them. I have little things

to tell you on the 26 th of this month during your last novena. Obey every bit of this programme.

Children, those who come late today or sleep in the Presence of my Son will not join you here in this novena. They

can join you later in the last novena. All who will do like them later will not join you. Children, you have come to the

Agonizing Saviour. Learn to console so as to be consoled.

I welcome you all in My peace. I say to you all, peace be with you. So, I bless you.”

Immediately, she left the crown on my head and vanished.


14 TH JULY, 2000(4:30AM)



As I was sleeping after the Gethsemane Hour of prayer, I heard a little voice which called me, “Barnabas, Barnabas,

get up, go to the Chapel and meet the Heavenly daughter Cecilia. Get up and meet her”. By this time, I remembered

Our Lord’s promise that He will send His Angels to inform me when the hour comes to meet her.

Immediately I went straight to the Chapel. There, I saw the vision of the Agonizing Lamb of God, hanging alive,

bleeding for love of us. His Head was crowned with Thorns: Blood dripped down from the Wounds of the Thorns and

bathed His Holy Face. As I was looking, cloud came down and covered the whole place. In the cloud, the vision

remained there with a large number of Heavenly Cherubim who sang songs. In the front of the Crucified Lamb, I saw

a gentle Lady kneeling before the Crucified Lamb of God. My inner self told me that she was Saint Cecilia. She kept

silent for a short time and finally prayed.

In her silence, I heard a sorrowful song from infinity, which I recorded as thus:


1. I am all alone

I am all abandoned

Leaving Me with a Crown of Thorns

That pierced My heart, which pierced My Head

All My people have deserted Me.

2. My lovers

My lovers

Where are you? Where are you?

This Crown of Thorns has pierced My Soul

Withdraw the Thorns, have mercy on Me.

3. For love of you

For love of you

I died on the Cross, with a Crown of Thorns

I am living with the Thorns again

I am the Agonizing Jesus Christ.

After the song there was silence. Then, the Saint who had a Crown of Thorns in her hands, gazing at the Crucified

Jesus Christ on the Cross, steadily and finally prayed.


“My Dearest Agonizing Jesus Christ, Son of the Most High, I prostrate at Your Feet with all my nothingness. I recall all

my grievous offences against You. I pray You Lord: Have mercy on me. My sins kept You in agony over thousands of

years. Looking at Thee hanging alive on the Cross, with a horrible Crown of Thorns, blood badly bathing Your Face,

and the spikes of the thorns piercing Your delicate Sacred Head, I feel sorry for my ungrateful gift of Thorns to You. I

wish to withdraw the Crown of Thorns and offer You a loving Golden Crown,” (Kissing the crown and pressing it to her

heart) she then prayed

My Jesus, whom I lacerated His Sacred Head with a Crown of Thorns, Have mercy on me and forgive Your world.

My Jesus, Who are suffering mystically the pains and agony of my wicked Crown of Thorns in Your Sacred Heart, Have

mercy on me and forgive Your world.

My Jesus, Who suffers the ignominy of my wicked Crown of Thorns Have mercy on me and forgive Your world”.

(Pressing the thorns on her head, she kissed the feet of the Agonizing Jesus Christ on the Cross, and prayed:

“My Agonizing Jesus, I remembered how I beat Your Sacred Head with an iron rod to drive the spikes of the Thorns

into Your delicate Brain. I feel its sound and pain like a thunderbolt, disfiguring Your virginal Being. Oh! How callously

my wickedness has suffered You, my gentle Saviour.

When I consider Your terrible journey to Calvary, I weep bitterly for my wicked Crown of Thorns on Your Sacred Head,

the Seat of Divine Wisdom. I feel your falling under the Cross, with the we